Alone, waiting....

I'm all aloune and I'm waiting. Waiting for what???

Waiting for new day, waiting xmas to come, snow to follow in the dark earth and making the scenery to be brighter.

The dark fall evening is so depressing and dull. I do like stormy winds and hevy rain, but still the fall is so dark and boring. A beatiful snowfall makes the landskape look like a cottonclaud.

And the full moon and the stars are reflecting from the snow and there is di mmy light everywhere. The light is so different from the summers hard light or the fine light of the springtime, but its beautiful and sometimes even a little spooky.

But I do like it.

Maybe I'm most of all waiting xmastime. Being together with love ones. Having peaceful time, reading good books, eating chocolate, and good food, drinking cood wine, walking in the snowfall, catching snowflakes with your tongue.

Maybe I'm missing the xmases of the childhood. The smell of the christmas, all the carols ringing and the decorations of the christmastree. Mother doing the christmas to all, father with his big white beard, looking like a Santa himself. Maybe when we grow old we miss our childhood, the warm, carefree time.

And then when we think it over again. It has not been so carefee, warm time att all. But not so hard either. Maybe the truth is somewhere between our sweet memories and the hard fact in the news.

Now I'm going too philosophical, it best to go to sleep. So

good night, sleep tight.